Friday, May 30, 2014

#MUCH MISSES

 I miss you dearly..

I wanna judge you..
but i can't bring myself too.
I wanna find your shortcomings,
but i see them as your forte..

I want you to be around me every minute every second ...
but you belongs to someone else ...
As long as you are happy,
im speechless.

I want to be around you ...
I want to give you my support, my care,
everything that i could.
But ...
I think i have to find another one to give everything.

I cannot describe my feelings...
It's like part of my soul howling and crying, seeking your companion.
But you ain't mine.
Much fiction stories...
But this is really what i feel..
My soul is dying,
they are tearing apart...
Like losing my inner soul...

I know all this are fairytales...
But they seem so true to me..
Every moment my heartbeat  pounded at the sight of you...

Is this what we call soulmate ?
or in fact ..
TRUE LOVE ?
I know im kind of crazy..
But ..
but...

yea...

to be continued...