Sunday, October 12, 2014

My voice



 
主题曲:《黑翼心灵》
主唱:林思彤
制作人:林倛玉
作词/作曲:林思彤
 
 
仿佛上一秒心跳已无法前进
有一些挣扎怎么都还要继续
现实让人沉迷 也让人窒息
就像墨菲定律
难以捉摸的剧情

 仿佛下一秒世界将碎成灰烬
破碎画面纠结着混乱的心情
黑夜渐渐逼近 却不留痕迹
吞蚀每个身影 和每一寸回忆

当黑翼找到了 迷失的心灵
也许爱也许恨 刺破了彼此生命
眼泪悄悄抗拒 却是那么透明 让人都看不清
但时间 将揭晓所有谜底 揭开所有黑翼的心灵

 仿佛下一秒世界将碎成灰烬
破碎画面纠结着混乱的心情
黑夜渐渐逼近 却不留痕迹
吞蚀每个身影 和每一寸回忆

当黑翼找到了 迷失的心灵
也许爱也许恨 刺破了彼此生命
眼泪悄悄抗拒 却是那么透明 让人都看不清
但时间 将揭晓所有谜底 揭开所有黑翼的心灵

还原所有疲惫的心灵
推翻所有故事的结局
就算一切变得多么不安定
总有一天会恢复那片宁静

当黑翼离开了 迷失的心灵
也许爱也许恨 不再刺破彼此生命
眼泪悄悄离去 一切成了过去 让人更加清醒
当时间 已揭晓所有谜底 解开所有黑翼的心灵
还原所有疲惫的心灵 推翻所有故事的结局

Within seconds, my heartbeats stops.
It had to continue even when I struggled.
It drown me, making me breathless...
The Murphy's Law
The unpredictable future.

It turns into ashes in the blink of an eye.
Pieces of memories triggers the emotions in me.
The darkness leaves no traces upon reaching
Swallowing the shadows and every piece of memories.
When the black shadow found it missing soul.
Love and Hate intrudes each other lives.
It's so hard to look through one's invisible tears.
But as time pass, it disclosed the black wing hearts.
Restoring all the tiring heart.
Overthrow the stories ending.
Despite all the storms,
Peace will eventually be restored.
As the black shadow leaves it's lost soul,
Even love/hate, it will not intrudes each other lives.
As tears leaves, it awaken us.
But as time pass, it disclosed the black wing hearts.
Restoring all the tiring heart.
This songs sings out part of my voice.
It's like I couldn't find my soul, and when I found it,
I lost them over a night again.
But as time passes, my tiring heart are slowly restoring.
and life is just like taking a one way train ride.
Walking and stopping, getting to know different people.
Some will accompany you to the next station while some are just passer-by.
You will not know who will walk with you till the end point.
人生就像是搭上单向列车,一路走走停停,相识的人来来往往
有些人陪你到下一站为止,有些人只是过客
到最后,不知道谁会陪你走到终点
 
 
 
 

Sunday, September 14, 2014

#IF i stay

















"Isn't it amazing how life is ONE THING, and then , in an instant, it becomes SOMETHING ELSE?"

We were once in love
Oh well,
Maybe one sided love.
This ONE THING,
over a rash decision of mine,
becomes SOMETHING ELSE.

The hope of you being my last,
all dashes in one night on 2nd November 2013.
Well...
I'm not sure why are you doing this,
when you tell all the others that im a joke in your life.
Then,
why are you caring?
I shouldn't be in your life anymore.
Just leave me alone,
I do not want to be in your life anymore.

Friday, July 25, 2014

Still love you.

8months has passed.
I still love you.
Don't you find it amazing ?
How can a person love someone so much without asking for any return?
No matter what you tell the others,
I still "cover" you, protect you.
Trying not to spoil your reputation.
Why am I such a silly person ?

Monday, June 23, 2014

doubts

I just don't understand your intention of it.
You have placed the memories into the past "box"
why are you doing this ?
Going around telling people those useless stuff ?
Trying to make yourself the heartless one ?
Or
Trying to make this past relationship a fool one ?

Why can't you just leave it to be a good memory between you and me?

I just wonder if you are my soulmate ?
If I can, I really hope that you are not..
I'm so attached to you now such that I can't put you down fast enough.
I know, i'm stupid enough.
Everyone is laughing, talking behind me.
People are asking why am I protecting you after all your hurting comments ?
But did they see your caring part ?
It's just hidden underneath...
Me and You = Future ?
Maybe not...
I just wish I could be there for you when you need someone to rely on.

Sorry im just a fool..

Friday, May 30, 2014

#MUCH MISSES

 I miss you dearly..

I wanna judge you..
but i can't bring myself too.
I wanna find your shortcomings,
but i see them as your forte..

I want you to be around me every minute every second ...
but you belongs to someone else ...
As long as you are happy,
im speechless.

I want to be around you ...
I want to give you my support, my care,
everything that i could.
But ...
I think i have to find another one to give everything.

I cannot describe my feelings...
It's like part of my soul howling and crying, seeking your companion.
But you ain't mine.
Much fiction stories...
But this is really what i feel..
My soul is dying,
they are tearing apart...
Like losing my inner soul...

I know all this are fairytales...
But they seem so true to me..
Every moment my heartbeat  pounded at the sight of you...

Is this what we call soulmate ?
or in fact ..
TRUE LOVE ?
I know im kind of crazy..
But ..
but...

yea...

to be continued...

Friday, March 21, 2014

#unwanted text

What is this?
All of the sudden.
I know it was meant to be a playful moment.
But have you ever think of how i feel?

Why must you awaken the sleeping soul of me?
Why must you give me false hope all over again?
Where is your girl?
Go to her..
She need you more than i do...

The unwanted text from you?
Is that your real concern ?
Or just the playful moment ?
I was depressed at the very moment ..
But happy at the same time.
But it wasn't you...

What you want me to say?
Yes, i miss you ?
I cannot say that right ?
Its like an atomic bomb in both ways.
It will hurt us both.

Thursday, March 13, 2014

Random feelings

Somethings that i didn't manage to tell you.
Or i didn't have the courage ?
Or maybe you dont even appreciate?

I told you that you are the first guy im going crazy over.
Stubborn over.
Lose myself to you. (in terms of character)

You are the first guy who made me felt so bless having you by my side.
Thanks for showing me your the other side when you are in love/ when you are with me.
I never expect this side of you from your normal character.
It was so unexpected.
But i truly appreciate.
Im blessed that im the first one to witness it and feel it.
It's so god damn cute i swear.
I know you are not good looking to others,
but GOD DAMN!
you look so right in my eyes.
I don't know why.
I'm so blinded by you and love.

I know i made a mistake.
But only imperfection makes things right ain't ?

I just wonder whatever you told M, is deep down from your heart or ?

There is just too much for me to put down.
I know i love you, not just like.
But i guess time is still not right yet for you to return to me..
Sigh..
my heart is aching.
my soul is dying.
SO DRAMA right?
but that how i feel from deep inside my heart.