#unwanted text

What is this?
All of the sudden.
I know it was meant to be a playful moment.
But have you ever think of how i feel?

Why must you awaken the sleeping soul of me?
Why must you give me false hope all over again?
Where is your girl?
Go to her..
She need you more than i do...

The unwanted text from you?
Is that your real concern ?
Or just the playful moment ?
I was depressed at the very moment ..
But happy at the same time.
But it wasn't you...

What you want me to say?
Yes, i miss you ?
I cannot say that right ?
Its like an atomic bomb in both ways.
It will hurt us both.

Random feelings

Somethings that i didn't manage to tell you.
Or i didn't have the courage ?
Or maybe you dont even appreciate?

I told you that you are the first guy im going crazy over.
Stubborn over.
Lose myself to you. (in terms of character)

You are the first guy who made me felt so bless having you by my side.
Thanks for showing me your the other side when you are in love/ when you are with me.
I never expect this side of you from your normal character.
It was so unexpected.
But i truly appreciate.
Im blessed that im the first one to witness it and feel it.
It's so god damn cute i swear.
I know you are not good looking to others,
but GOD DAMN!
you look so right in my eyes.
I don't know why.
I'm so blinded by you and love.

I know i made a mistake.
But only imperfection makes things right ain't ?

I just wonder whatever you told M, is deep down from your heart or ?

There is just too much for me to put down.
I know i love you, not just like.
But i guess time is still not right yet for you to return to me..
Sigh..
my heart is aching.
my soul is dying.
SO DRAMA right?
but that how i feel from deep inside my heart.