#whatever

Reminisce:

Sigh...

My heart is too tired to feel anymore.
3 months has past.
My feelings for you have not faded.
I just hate people touching you.
Sigh...
Sorry ...
I'm not suppose to feel anymore.

I didnt try enough ?
Or what ?

3months wasn't enough.
take all the time you want.
Just dont take too long..
my time is almost up...

Praying hard that God will give me another chance.
May everything turn round.

Sorry that i love you...

#It hurts so badly

Reminisce:

How much it hurts me ?
When the person who make you happy wasn't me ?
The one who melts you wasn't me?

I swear my heart is aching, crying and bleeding.
Sighh...
I'm sorry.
I know i shouldn't feel like this anymore.
But it totally hurts.

I SHOULD BE OVER YOU by now.
But I'm not.
I bet IM IN LOVE WITH YOU DEEPLY..

Sorry i lost in this game.
Sorry for loving you.
Sorry for everything.
Sorry for my feelings.

IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING BASICALLY.
I LOST FOR SURE.

#Heart beats for a reason

Reminisce:

OMG!
Because of just word from you,
My heart skips a beat.
Even it just a "LOL"
It means alot to me.

Sigh pie...
I guess you still have feeling for me?
Why is our relationship so tough?
Acting that everything is okay without each other.
When it actually mean alot to one another.

I almost had a heart attack.
So happy until i was shivering...

Sigh....
I miss you for everything..

#Story of US

Reminisce:

OMO OMO!
You are back following me on twitter this afternoon.
SHOCKED* HAPPY*

Sigh...
But i guess i'm giving myself too much hope.

Let all this take it's natural course.
IF you are mine, you will be mine...

STORY OF US!
JUST COMPLICATED!

# A blog that belongs to me

#Reminisce

Saying that i forget you,
I guess i'm bluffing myself.
I just don't understand what i love about you.

I tried.
Putting you back at my brain.
Trying not to miss you anymore.
Trying to name you the " BAD MAN"
BUT i just couldn't hate you.
IN FACT ,
I STILL LOVE YOU.

Trying to hide my feelings badly.
Trying to act like " I DONT CARE"
Trying to act like " I'M FINE WITHOUT YOU"

HOW RIDICULOUS?
First time, i'm doing so much for someone not related.
For what? I asked myself.

Everytime i see you, my heart skipped again.
No matter how hard i try to tell myself, IM OVER YOU.

Sometimes my friends are weird.
They want me get over you, they still mention you.
Sometimes, they even indirectly encourage me.
I dont know what to do..
I MISS YOU.
EVERYTHING.

Are you really over me ?

I'm sorry for being annoying.
Sorry for everything.
It's like i think you still feel for me,
but i don't have confidence for reading you anymore.

Are we suppose to end this story like this ?
#LEAVE ME HANGING AGAIN