# A blog that belongs to me

#Reminisce

Saying that i forget you,
I guess i'm bluffing myself.
I just don't understand what i love about you.

I tried.
Putting you back at my brain.
Trying not to miss you anymore.
Trying to name you the " BAD MAN"
BUT i just couldn't hate you.
IN FACT ,
I STILL LOVE YOU.

Trying to hide my feelings badly.
Trying to act like " I DONT CARE"
Trying to act like " I'M FINE WITHOUT YOU"

HOW RIDICULOUS?
First time, i'm doing so much for someone not related.
For what? I asked myself.

Everytime i see you, my heart skipped again.
No matter how hard i try to tell myself, IM OVER YOU.

Sometimes my friends are weird.
They want me get over you, they still mention you.
Sometimes, they even indirectly encourage me.
I dont know what to do..
I MISS YOU.
EVERYTHING.

Are you really over me ?

I'm sorry for being annoying.
Sorry for everything.
It's like i think you still feel for me,
but i don't have confidence for reading you anymore.

Are we suppose to end this story like this ?
#LEAVE ME HANGING AGAIN