Random feelings

Somethings that i didn't manage to tell you.
Or i didn't have the courage ?
Or maybe you dont even appreciate?

I told you that you are the first guy im going crazy over.
Stubborn over.
Lose myself to you. (in terms of character)

You are the first guy who made me felt so bless having you by my side.
Thanks for showing me your the other side when you are in love/ when you are with me.
I never expect this side of you from your normal character.
It was so unexpected.
But i truly appreciate.
Im blessed that im the first one to witness it and feel it.
It's so god damn cute i swear.
I know you are not good looking to others,
but GOD DAMN!
you look so right in my eyes.
I don't know why.
I'm so blinded by you and love.

I know i made a mistake.
But only imperfection makes things right ain't ?

I just wonder whatever you told M, is deep down from your heart or ?

There is just too much for me to put down.
I know i love you, not just like.
But i guess time is still not right yet for you to return to me..
Sigh..
my heart is aching.
my soul is dying.
SO DRAMA right?
but that how i feel from deep inside my heart.